In Time

Days from now the tears won’t show
And I’ll look just like everyone else
And dreams we lost can be recovered
I’ll reclaim myself

I’ll walk the streets I walked last summer
As if I’d never been anywhere else
Friends will talk, this time I’ll listen
They say take care of yourself

In time they say I’ll forget about you
Get on with my life start livin’ anew
In time they say I will learn to be free
All the things that I want will be waiting for me
In time they say I’ll be happy somehow
But they never explain how to deal with it now

Years from now the tears won’t show
And I’ll look just like everyone else
And loves we’ve lost can be remembered
I’ll remember myself

I’ll fumble through old piles of memory
And find you there with everything else
And reminisce about that summer
Wherever you are take care of yourself

New Tattoo

You’re so pretty, love the way you smile
Wish you would come on over baby,
stay a little while
At night I dream you’ve got an angel’s touch
You touch me over and over,
I want a little too much
Since I can’t have all my heart pursues
I’ll get a tattoo, yeah it looks like you

My new tattoo
It looks like you

I used to look at the babes in the magazines
Runway models and beauty queens
I’d fantasize ‘bout the ones on the TV screen
But they never compare
to the one in my dreams
So I laid down money for a personal view
I bought a tattoo, yeah it looks like you

Now, I’ve been told when I’m old and gray
That my mini Mona Lisa gonna fade away
You’ll turn into a memory from the distant past
Because the good things, baby, they never last
But they’ll never take away
what’s important and true
I’ll have a tattoo of a shadow of you

I Have You

Been here thinkin’ ’bout my life
And the choices that were made
My life is much too good to regret a single day
And in this early morning light
I can focus on the truth
The things that matter are the things that stay

I believe it’s time to step back
And look at the road gone by
I’ve counted the days, watched my history fade
Oh, don’t the days fly by

And the memories come and go
What remains you never know
But I’ll hold on, just hold on
To the only thing that’s sure
I have you

You, you are the light that shines down on me
Without you in my life where would I be?

Now I’ve been challenged with a choice
Now it’s do or die
Do I care enough to ride this rage?
And when the answer isn’t clear
Just who defines my side?
Still I need this closure just to turn the page

I believe it’s time to step back
And look at the road gone by
I’ve counted the days, watched my history fade
Oh, don’t the days fly by

And the memories come and go
What remains you never know
But I’ll hold on, just hold on
To the only thing that’s sure
I have you

You, you are the light that shines down on me
Without you in my life where would I be?

The Call

In a promise I made to myself
In a time drenched in dream
There was a hope of a curious kind
Even now I remember the time

In a prayer I repeat to myself
Now a plea for material things
But a cry of a destiny sure
Even now, I’m lost in its lure

In my wander thoughts I ponder
In survival, I my rival
And in my roam I’m not alone
Now is the hour prove the power

And I swear as I stand here today
Actions taken built on promises made
A bitter struggle to the bitter end
What more is left to defend?

In a prayer I repeat to myself
Time and again wondering when
Will there now be time enough
God, there is not time enough

In my wander thoughts I ponder
Feeling tender, still no surrender
As my heart beats, if my heart beats

Where to Now?

Suddenly I wake up to a man I do not recognize
The face in the mirror not familiar
to these puzzled eyes
And though I’ve walked this road before
I’ve lost my direction
Where to now?

Think I know exactly where I’m going
I’ve organized and analyzed my life
Surprises don’t appeal as much as knowing
A sure thing is much better than I’ll try

But in the chaos of the day to day
My plans and schedules get away
The rock I build my life upon
Begins to crumble then it’s gone
An alternative must be found
To get me back on solid ground
Which way to go, where to turn
I’ve forgotten all I tried to learn

Where to now? I cry when I wake up
Lookin’ for answers in the middle of the night
Where to now? I feel from the shake up
Still trying to find direction
in the middle of my life

Without alert the roles have changed
and I appear the fool who’s just living lies
The life I wouldn’t trade,
a charade that I fantasize
I thought I had it all worked out
I’ve lost my direction
Where to now?

Deliberately I calculate my actions
Each word selected with the proper thought
I’ve managed to evade mundane distractions
And revel in the attributes I’ve got

But in comfort the search has stopped
I sit back my guard is dropped
And as if they’ve looked for just this chance
The countless choices still advance
An alternative must be found
To get me back on solid ground
Which way to go, where to turn
I’ve forgotten all I tried to learn

Where to now? I cry when I wake up
Lookin’ for answers in the middle of the night
Where to now? I feel from the shake up
Still trying to find direction
in the middle of my life

Sweat It

Somewhere in the sweat
In the arms and the legs
You can give me freedom if I buy it

And though I hadn’t yet
You can moan and you can beg
And if you pay for freedom we might try it

Somewhere in the dark
someone’s come and left their mark
Lose everything you want before you get it

Dreams are never wise
‘Midst your demands and your lies
It’s not that rough a ride so just don’t sweat it

Somewhere in the sweat
You can wage and you can bet
The gamble sometimes pays if you buy it

Intuition that you trust
Faith is blind to the bluff
But if you need a reason, I’ll supply it

Somewhere in the dark
In your room and on your time
You can teach me right until I get it

So go on and hang it up
You’re so tired, you’ve had enough
Losin’s always been this tough so just don’t
sweat it

Wonderin’

Wonderin’ where you are
And I wonder why I still care
Don’t guess it matters where you are
But if you love me, then why aren’t you here

But I find that if I try, sometimes
It’s almost like you’re here
And if I call your name out loud
Someday you might hear

Bible Thumper

You tell me one thing then you do another
Then spill the weight on my sister and my brother
Now tell me what it is you’re lookin’ to see
Cause your flip-floppin’, hell, it’s botherin’ me

High on your pride you’re the jury, the judge
Enough accusations, you’re just slingin’ some mud
You count me reasons from some underlined list
But read it again
’cause there’s one thing you’ve missed

That just ain’t right

You stand atop your self-righteous soapbox
Pointin’ a finger at anybody who talks
Claimin’ you hold what is good for the world
While dodging the scrap
from the chaos you’ve hurled

Suggest my morals may have gone askew
Pull the plank from your eye for a better view
Now claim a vengeance backin’ up your side
But the smoke’s gonna clear
and your lives collide

In Time
New Tattoo
I Have You
The Call
Where to Now?
Sweat it
Wonderin’
Bible Thumper